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University students visit UMMA on September 25, 2025, joining tours led by David Choberka, Madeline October Wildman, and Julia Laplaca. A study room session was also led by LSA Professor Lisa Makman.
Photo by Charlotte Smith

Come Talk To Me

Curated by Robin K. Williams, Curator of Modern & Contemporary Art
September 2025 — Spring 2026
Jan and David Brandon Family Bridge

Two Artists Exploring Identity Through Sharing Stories

This intimate two-work exhibition brings together paintings by Hernan Bas and Gisela McDaniel—two celebrated contemporary artists who explore queer identity, storytelling, and the power of conversation.

In “A Blue Predicament,” Bas reimagines the lives of the “bright young things,” a group of queer artists and socialites in 1920s London, whose bold openness about homosexuality intrigued him. Next to Bas’s painting of an imagined past, Gisela McDaniel offers “Måmes,” a vibrant portrait of her friend and fellow artist Dan Taulapapa McMullin—a Samoan poet, filmmaker, and painter whose work focuses on queer Pacific Islander identity and cultural memory.

Combining paint, shells offered by McMullin, and sound, McDaniel’s portrait is rooted in the tradition of “talking story,” a personal exchange of gifts, conversation, and shared heritage. Through sound, color, and gesture, Come Talk to Me invites visitors into an ongoing exchange—between artists, histories, and viewers—and shows the power of shared stories to build empathy across time and place.

Works in this installation

An oil painting of two young men lounging in a cluttered room. A blue flamingo is perched in a bowl of water in the foreground.
Hernan Bas, A Blue Predicament, 2018, Acrylic on canvas, 50 x 40.1 in. Courtesy of Masterworks.
An oil painting of two young men lounging in a cluttered room. A blue flamingo is perched in a bowl of water in the foreground.
An oil painting of older man sitting in a green field. He wears a black tank top and green wrap around his waist
Gisela McDaniel, Måmes, 2021, Oil on canvas, found object, shells from subject-collaborator, sound, 50 3/4 x 45 x 6 in., Gift of the Kulick family
An oil painting of older man sitting in a green field. He wears a black tank top and green wrap around his waist

Talking Story

Artist Gisela McDaniel created this oral history as part of her multimedia work Måmes featured in this exhibition. Weaving together memories of childhood, cultural traditions, and generational trauma, McDaniel’s accompanying track offers an intimate look at the lasting impact of colonization, the strength of Chamorro identity, and the healing power of ancestral knowledge.

Måmes - Interview with Dan Taulapapa McMullin

[0:00:02.00] Dan Taulapapa McMullin: As we say in Samoa, lo'u fatu, my spirit, and I love to hear from you. [0:00:05.10] The fear of powerlessness, I mean, to learn how to experience your own power in your own way. [0:00:12.06] Bits here and there. I think I always kept some things... [0:00:18.40] Speaker 2: To yourself. [0:00:19.32] DTM: To myself. Maybe from a way sort of enter the subject of me that we're voyagers, because they went far, sky. [0:00:32.18] And I've always been close to the transgender community, but I've always never felt transgender. [0:00:44.02] I've never felt like a man. I've never felt like a man. I've never been comfortable with that. It was a very macho environment. [0:00:50.80] I had an interesting childhood. I mean, to me it was normal. [0:00:56.93] I had very bright, beautiful times in my childhood. [0:01:03.21] You know, I idealize, but I do know there were very beautiful times in my childhood. [0:01:12.50] And I had dark times in my childhood. And I do know one thing is I never wanted to grow up. [0:01:23.01] I just wanted to stay a child. I hated the idea of growing up. [0:01:28.49] And I think partly that was because even as a child, I had an idealization of what my childhood was. [0:01:36.74] I had a kind of vision of my childhood. Even when I was a child... [0:01:46.42] It's funny, I'm 64, but I feel young. I don't feel like I look young, but I feel like I, and my body gets… [0:01:53.76] I almost feel like I'm doing a new thing. I mean, in my painting, in my poetry. [0:02:01.60] You know, once I, the only good day I had, I played softball with my sisters, and they pulled my, coach pulled me out and said, you can't do that, you can't play with girls. [0:02:10.54] So I never... In Samoa, I'm a Fa'afafine, which means the way of a woman. In Samoa, the queer community is led by the transgenders [0:02:20.24] men who live as women and women who live as men. They're the center of queer culture. [0:02:25.04] And then if you're a woman who is, I don't know, it's so complicated in Samoa. [0:02:33.34] It's so complicated. But in general, I know it's so complicated. [0:02:43.24] But I was, in Samoa, I'm always hanging around with Fa'afafine. But before she died, she said, [0:02:50.13] I forget what we're talking about, but she got on to the subject of heaven, [0:02:55.20] and she goes, I'll see you there. And then I knew that she had finally, had [0:03:03.74] fully reconciled to her feelings about whatever verse in the Bible about abomination. [0:03:10.02] She had reconciled to her God that she was okay, and that we were gonna be okay. [0:03:17.41] Well, I had an idea of what to have from childhood. And I think I always wanted to recapture that. [0:03:24.92] The first time I taught, I was an American Samoan. I had become an artist. [0:03:28.50] Yeah, and I don't know that I've ever grown up. I was in my late 30s. [0:03:31.71] I've never, for instance, been good at making a living. I've never... [0:03:37.40] I got a job with the American Samoan Humanities Arts Council. Part of, [0:03:41.61] quite had my act together. It was sort of, coming out was, through therapy, was a teacher. [0:03:54.60] Coming out as I was an Islander. You know, about my culture and about my color, [0:04:00.03] but also my interior color, so to speak. My genealogy, my DNA, my family. [0:04:10.70] Most of my family is just transgender. And so I'm very, I can be more feminine, [0:04:20.08] somehow, and kind of relaxed in that. But they don't see me as transgender, [0:04:25.51] but they don't see me as male. So I have that release of not having to identify in the male environment. [0:04:33.08] …issues. Coming out, and it was the height of HIV AIDS, so there was no reason to come out, I thought. [0:04:42.94] Because I wasn't being sexual. I was just being private. [0:04:54.06] But I came out, and so I became an artist, stopped working in television. [0:04:59.45] I'm like, God, what was I doing? [0:05:04.30] Yeah, it feels good. It feels, you know, Fa'afafine, they're not women. They don't take the place of women. [0:05:11.46] They don't take the place of men. They just have the place of the Fa'afafine. [0:05:15.96] It's kind of a middle place, but it's kind of a different place. And it's kind of connected to the women, and it's kind of connected to the men, but it's not really. [0:05:23.59] It's just its own thing. It's definitely connected to feminine powers, [0:05:29.73] if you will, but it doesn't claim the space of women. [0:05:36.16] It's very strict to roles, to feminine roles, but women are very supportive of the Fa'afafine. [0:05:47.93] So, Fa'afafine more often in a social situation, hang out. But the social situation in Samoa was also very comfortable for Fa'afafine. [0:06:00.27] So, if you go to church, you can dress as a woman going to church. [0:06:05.26] If you teach Sunday school, you can dress as a woman. If you sing in a women's choir, you can dress as a woman. [0:06:10.42] You just have to make your voice falsetto. I fell into it by chance. [0:06:16.43] My first job was in the American Samoa Arts Council. [0:06:20.72] When I was a child, I moved every year because my parents were in the military, my father was. [0:06:24.99] And when your father was in the military, everyone's in the military. [0:06:27.80] I remember when I was in the States, some Fa'afafine visited us, [0:06:29.86] but they dressed as men to come visit my mother because my parents were born again Christian. [0:06:33.78] And they were very evangelical, they were very anti-gay, anti-gay marriage, anti-gay. [0:06:43.57] When I came out to my mother, even though that situation had gone, it all got buried under the carpet. [0:06:49.94] That childhood situation had come up, it was all buried under the carpet. [0:06:56.84] Later in life, when I started having relationships with men, I came out to my mother, I was so nervous, [0:07:05.71] and she said, gay is an abomination in the eyes of God. So I was like, okay. [0:07:11.27] And then I took her to a restaurant, she started throwing everything. It was someone, I remember the waiter (laughter) [0:07:17.33] I think he was gay. Fortunately, it was midday and it was between lunch and dinner, and there was no one in the restaurant. [0:07:23.46] And the waiter, I remember him peering around the corner, and he knew what was happening because you could hear us. [0:07:31.43] And he very quietly, my mother had calmed down, he very quietly walked around us and he picked up everything [0:07:38.49] and he reset our lunch very quietly, didn't say a thing to us. [0:07:43.62] And I'm sure he just looked gay, and he was very tender to us, [0:07:50.00] and it helped the situation. [0:07:52.13] That presence of somebody there who was not going to freak out, he was not going to say, “you broke our dish.” [0:07:58.88] He didn't say anything. Then we had our lunch, and I took her home, [0:08:08.30] and I caught the next flight back to where I was. I'd gone to visit, I was in LA for something. [0:08:13.88] Well, usually what I would do, I would visit my close gay friend, and we would just... [0:08:19.51] I had a really close couple of them, I was very close to them at the time. [0:08:24.96] I would visit them and we would go do LA. So we would have these amazing times together, because they were into art. [0:08:33.26] I was not an artist, but I was into art. They knew everything, they knew everyone and everything. [0:08:41.24] So I would just go, and so I would spend a week with them. Anyway, when I began living in San Juan again (cough) [0:08:48.25] I got this job with the American Samoa Arts Council, [0:08:52.66] and the woman who ran the program said, you should teach, and I said no. [0:08:58.43] And she took me to a school, and there was these Fa'afafine children, [0:09:05.16] these transgender children, and they were doing a play, and they were all in drag, and their parents were clapping, [0:09:09.98] and it was this beautiful thing of these children kind of having some gender choice. [0:09:20.33] And this was about 1990, early '90s, but that's how Samoa has always been, [0:09:27.65] and I kind of remembered when I was a child in Samoa how easy that was, [0:09:34.36] and how when we went to the United States, it became an issue. [0:09:37.93] And my father, maybe because he was in the military, I mean he had a lot of issues. [0:09:45.28] He looked white but he wasn't, you know, and he always tried to [0:09:49.05] kind of sort of pass as white. [0:09:50.99] He was in the military, and he left because his commanding officer wanted [0:09:56.41] him to read this diatribe against Martin Luther King to his troops, [0:09:59.79] and my father refused, and he decided it was time to retire. [0:10:02.66] The army was very racist. My grandfather, who was part Jewish, Irish and Jewish, [0:10:08.60] that's where I get McMullin from, [0:10:10.75] he concealed the fact that he was Jewish, because he couldn't go to officer school. [0:10:17.04] My father couldn't go to officer school because he was from Samoa, he was from territory, [0:10:21.94] which probably was strange for my father because he passed as white all his life, and suddenly there was a glass ceiling. [0:10:30.45] But he was from a territory, and he wasn't a citizen. [0:10:32.25] But he could join the military, but he couldn't go to officer school. [0:10:37.44] He was in the army, he got as far as sergeant. He was very violent, [0:10:44.96] used to beat the hell out of me, but he was never sexually violent. [0:10:52.66] I mean, I did experience sexual violence when I was a child, [0:10:55.01] it was from an older cousin in Samoa, but I don't remember it. [0:10:59.97] All I can say, all I know is that my sisters started complaining about this cousin of ours [0:11:04.63] so I went to my mother, my grandmother, and my grandfather, and I told them. [0:11:10.71] Well, I don't know if he was molesting me, I don't remember. [0:11:16.39] I just know that we always used to go in the forest together, because Samoa was just like one big rainforest, [0:11:24.05] and when we were kids, we used to go just walk through the trees [0:11:28.80] as a pack of kids, and we would just pick mangoes and guava. [0:11:37.73] It's funny, I was talking to someone here in upstate New York, and [0:11:41.54] he was telling my partner about how when he was a kid, he would just go through the woods [0:11:45.91] and find stuff to eat. And I said, wow, I had that same experience, [0:11:51.14] because he grew up on a farm, and he knew what to eat and what not to eat. [0:11:54.34] (Silence) [0:11:56.54] I got the hell out of there, but then we didn't talk for a year. [0:12:01.92] Speaker 2: You and your mother? [0:12:03.23] DMT: Yeah, and then she would keep calling me and scold me. [0:12:10.28] And then she got over it, and then she called me and said, [0:12:15.01] because my parents were Republican, born again, [0:12:20.14] they would go to the Republican National Convention as delegates for American Samoa. [0:12:24.87] They were in Washington, D.C., and she goes, “the cherry trees are blooming. [0:12:32.89] Come and hang out with us.” [0:12:37.60] I said no. [0:12:40.41] It was funny. But we reconciled that night. [0:12:50.13] I went to Samoa the last year of her life, the last few months, [0:12:58.49] and then we hung out. Yeah, she wanted to die in Samoa. [0:13:03.43] She always wanted to go back to Samoa. She would go to Samoa. [0:13:07.69] She would tell my dad, oh, I'll just be gone for a week. [0:13: 11.04] Six months later, and he's like, where the hell are you? [0:13:16.62] And it was the same thing when he would go overseas. She would say, [0:13:21.49] you better come back or we're going to be done, and then he would come back. [0:13:24.85] But for him, it was the world. That was his thing, and for her, it was Samoa. [0:13:33.71] Because my father went to Vietnam, and then he was involved in intelligence, [0:13:40.21] so he was gone for, he was supposed to be gone for a year, and it just prolonged. [0:13:44.06] So we were in Samoa for a while. And then we had a beautiful... [0:13:53.47] That was actually, for me, that was the happiest part of my childhood. [0:13:56.16] I always say about Samoa, it's your highest highs and your lowest lows. [0:14:00.42] That's the thing about Samoa. Nothing's in the middle. [0:14:03.23] I've had the best days of my entire life in Samoa, golden days [0:14:08.01] as a child and as an adult, and I've had the worst days in Samoa as a child and as an adult, [0:14:15.20] and that's the contradictory nature of Samoa. [0:14:22.24] It's why people kind of yearn, Samoans, like, every time I go to Samoa, I know, as I get closer, [0:14:31.28] I know this look on everyone's face of this homesickness. [0:14:35.35] And I know that kind of angst of all the pain and all the joy of Samoa, [0:14:44.14] because it's a very beautiful, very traditional place. [0:14:50.62] I don't know what happened. I just had this memory of, as a child, [0:14:54.60] lying under this tree alone, which is different from my other memories, [0:15:01.96] because all my memories are of me with all the other kids. We're always together. [0:15:07.15] So why was I alone in this memory, and why don't I remember anything about it? [0:15:10.59] But my sisters were complaining about this cousin of mine, because he was making advances at them, [0:15:17.02] and they were, like, six years old. They were just kids. [0:15:23.85] And I was a couple of years older than them, but I knew something was wrong. [0:15:27.33] They might have been five years old, and I might have been six or seven, [0:15:31.84] but I was a precocious kid, and I knew something was wrong. [0:15:37.49] And so I went and told, and that ended it. I mean, it was this huge scene. [0:15:44.68] I told I think I told my mother, or I might have told my great-grandmother, because [0:15:48.71] I was really close to my great-grandmother. I was like her pet. And she was... [0:15:53.46] She didn't speak English, so I had to learn some Samoan to speak to her, [0:15:57.96] and she was, like, really tough. [0:16:00.91] She was small and tough. And the first day we got to Samoa, [0:16:05.52] I saw her, and I just thought she was an old witch, you know, because she was talking to me in this language. [0:16:10.21] I didn't understand Samoan. We had grown up in Germany, and then California, [0:16:15.32] and then Hawaii. I didn't know any Samoan. I knew German. [0:16:31.35] We spoke German as children. I didn't know... I knew English and some German, [0:16:26.38] and I didn't know any Samoan. Although by the time we left, I knew some Samoan. [0:16:31.68] My sisters, you know, they were worried. And what was I going to do? [0:16:35.73] I don't know. And he, I couldn't remember. You know, I was kind of a feisty kid, so [0:16:42.27] I could see that if maybe I tried something, maybe. So then we kind of all forgot it. [0:16:48.66] So fast forward years later, my younger brother had gone to therapy, [0:16:56.12] and we were sitting in his living room talking, and the subject of this cousin came up, [0:17:02.27] and he said, “I have something to tell you all. I was there with my sisters.” [0:17:08.90] Oh, what? And that cousin had (bleeped expletive) [0:17:12.6] my younger brother, and he showed me, he gave me this picture that he had drawn [0:17:17.26] of himself with this rock on his back. [0:17:21.71] And he felt like he had... All his life, he had this rock on him. He was carrying a rock [0:17:26:65] and none of us knew that that had happened to him. We knew my cousin was like that. [0:17:35.66] (Silence) [0:17:42.42] So we were all shocked and kind of understood my brother better. [0:17:49.55] And he had children and he had gotten divorced. [0:17:58.54] He was trying to figure out why he was having problems with relationships. [0:18:05.93] It kind of went back to that time. So that's all I know. [0:18:15.29] I didn't know what to do. It was in San Pedro, California at the former military base. [0:18:22.07] And so I walked up and down this... I think that's when I walked [0:18:26.42] to that boy's house since it didn't happen with the other boy spitting on me. [0:18:30.44] I got my bike. I went to the playground. I left my bike there and then someone stole it. [0:18:37.58] I don't know if this all happened the same day. It was just weird. [0:18:40.51] Speaker 2: What a day. [0:18:42.03] DMT: It was like, what a fucking day. [0:18:43.71] And then night fell and I was like swinging on the swing. I was like, what am I gonna do? [0:18:48.21] You know, like some kids hung around with me but then they had to go home. [0:18:52.89] They went home. And then I fell asleep in front of the front door on the porch. [0:18:57.90] And then I could hear my mother and sisters coming down the stairs. [0:19:02.00] And it was like angels coming. And then they opened the door and my mother [0:19:06.07] put her hand on me and everything was okay. And then we went upstairs and went to bed. [0:19:11.54] And then a couple days later my father apologized and he cried. [0:19:18.37] You know, it was this thing. I think my father felt this pressure [0:19:26.45] because he was in this very macho environment. [0:19:36.24] And that's all. And then I didn't have sex again [0:19:46.07] until I was almost (unintelligible cross fade) It's a long time now. [0:19:50.10] And it had a lot to do with HIV AIDS. But I got involved with ACT UP, I got involved with Coronation. [0:19:55.47] I was so separated from that. [0:20:00.13] I was so detached. And it took me a long time also to be receptive. [0:20:06.40] It wasn't until my present partner that I felt safe with someone.